Its always in the evening when i feel pathetic, i guess its the time when i cnt fill my time with any thing and i start to think. I knancker myself out at uni so i dont have to stop or at least when i do i'm tired, but here im rested i can stop, i can think, i can feel alone. Sleep brings no rest from my thoughts cause u torture me in my dreams. Thoughts of not being good enough not fitting in swirl and form evil dreams, every god damn night.