The greatest irony of life is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone after that person walks out from your life and sometimes you think you’re already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love; love is always present. It’s just the one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. Here’s a piece of advice: let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough and move on when things are not like before. There is someone out there who will love you even more, surely then, you will know true love.

Grans

U took me to grans today but i didnt realise and u didnt realise that i couldnt cope with this, i must be so suffocating that every ones gone out with out me

i ask you to come out with me yesterday u said no, now ur out, out of the blue, unplanned, but not with me

im sat here on my own completely trapped

I really am stuck on my arse

I never imagied life could be this bad again, i mean highschool was so bad that i wonder how i made it though, when i look back on these months i will wonder the same cause its so bad.

I want to be alone but i want you here

I want to these feelings to stop but i cnt seem to send them away

I feel like im not an amazing person because i cnt cope that i should be just getting on with it

il go numb if i can cause that is all i cn think of even though i know this approach distroys everything in its path, no relationship can survive numb holly