Friday 30 March 2012

y does it feel like you just dont wanna do anything with me any more

This week has been a shit week to be honest. not only did I loose my confidence in being able to perform in a professional environment, and have a few brake downs, Chewys become almost completely closed off and I dont think he even realizes it.

HE is fed up of me being around I dont care what he says. Y else would he be about his friends 24/7 and everything I wanna do or that im excited about he either shits on changes his mind completely and docent go. Hes stopped being attentive as well, I go up to him for attention and he is always the first to brake away and sum times he even looks put out by it. What am I supposed to do about that except for talk to him about it. Sept I already have and it changed nothing.