i seem to be spending my days

completely overwhelmed by the amount of work i have to do and my evenings depressed at work serving the numberless faceless twats that want alcohol. If i dont get over this hump i will slip behind, i did work in my sleep again last night and came up with some good ideas funny enough i might have a decent dissertation topic out of it. I knew my other ideas to date were shite and it was playing on my mind. My exma's sooooo bad atm, its every where.

Im glad however that ive got training i rely on that friend group so much. all my other 'friends' have stopped including me.