U took me to grans today but i didnt realise and u didnt realise that i couldnt cope with this, i must be so suffocating that every ones gone out with out me
i ask you to come out with me yesterday u said no, now ur out, out of the blue, unplanned, but not with me
im sat here on my own completely trapped
I really am stuck on my arse
I never imagied life could be this bad again, i mean highschool was so bad that i wonder how i made it though, when i look back on these months i will wonder the same cause its so bad.
I want to be alone but i want you here
I want to these feelings to stop but i cnt seem to send them away
I feel like im not an amazing person because i cnt cope that i should be just getting on with it
il go numb if i can cause that is all i cn think of even though i know this approach distroys everything in its path, no relationship can survive numb holly
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