i really ant fucking wait to go to asia

its worth it its worth it its worth it, its worth working all summer with no summer holiday, its worth 60hr weeks, its work a 15,000 word dissertation, its worth working at a job that id rather not have to do all the time and the sleepless nights that follow, its worth no christmas or new yrs or halloween, ITS FUCKING WORTH IT, i am going to china i will make an awesome life for myself out of hard graft and pure determination.

ur gone and a little hole gapes, at least i can chill now, strange. ur leaving also, that im trying not to think about, i know we dont spend to much time together but knowing u wer down the road helped abit, i hate to think of u struggling, u dont deserve it, ur works awesome and i know u'l make it into something awesome, i know u'l life will be full of all the stability u crave and that i couldnt give u.